Aisya Zara and Nen :p

comotnya, haha

Awww sweet moment <3>

Daddy

Ayah, apa nama penyanyi yg British got talent to? Susan Boyle en?

Yang makcik tu? Yes. Why?

Neah. Tetiba terfikir. ahah

You know "Boyle's Law"? Yang Physics tu? Ha her great grandfather la tu *dngan muka genuinely confident*

Oh really?? *amazed*

Yea... *muka yakin lagi*

Cool.

...Well I dont know. The last name sama. They must be related somehow somewhat. ;p

-.-"

Sabar je la ayah aku ni. haha

:))

"I get the best feeling in the world when you say hi or even smile at me because I know, even if its just for a second, that I've crossed your mind."

<3

And yet again.

"You're all mixed up. No wonder your life's a mess.."

Dad, how can I ever make you proud.?
Day in day out, I've always tried so very hard to make you proud of me.
Just a brief moment. I want you to feel like an honor being my father.
'Cause it's definitely an honor for me to be your daughter.
But each time, it gets harder and harder.
I know, maybe this is your way to show,
that you actually care about me and my life.
But why is it I feel like all I've ever been was a disappointment to you?
All I need, is a glimpse of hope, and that there's a chance
that you're gonna be proud of me..someday
I just need something to hold onto.

[And now I try hard to make it,
I just wanna make you proud.
I'm never gonna be good enough for you,
can't pretend that I'm alright.
I try not to think, about the pain I feel inside,
did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me, now seem so far away..]

I can't be as good too. As my sister. You'll see.
InsyaAllah.

Profanity.

I swear I can't see the satisfaction in swearing other people or stuffs.

And saying foul words.

Even thinking about saying it makes me feel disgusted with myself.

Like I'm the bigger ***** here.

It would be good if somebody could tell me how they feel when they swear people -.-

Can't Help it

I can't stand people who are rude.

You can give me all the excuses you have,

all the logical reasons you have,

and I'll understand and believe you. :)

But one should never, NEVER be rude.

Doesn't matter to who. Even if that person is bad.

UNLESS, he/she is super rude to you first.

Than that is acceptable I guess.

But otherwise, being rude is never an option for me.

If you like it, go along with it.

If you don't, no one is forcing you so just keep quite.

Or deny it politely.

There's absolutely no need to criticize or comment.

Again, being rude, is never an option.

As for me, I appologize to whoever I might be rude to, with or without realizing it.

My deepest sorry.

Rewind!

I WANNA BE A KID AGAIN

Why? Because I just went to a food restaurant for dinner just now and there was this one little kid, about 3 years old

she was singing, so loud

and dancing, like there are no worries in this world

and nobody is stopping her

neither are they annoyed or irritated

Infact,

They smile,

and even encourage her to go on :)

Adore her.

Which made me think, it would be really good if I can be that little kid again, dont you think?

I can eat while singing, and dancing around,

Just expressing myself,

In a place full of people,

and NOBODY would mind :)

People would just smile and continue their eating.

Smile, as in, a sincere smile.

Not those "freak" smirks.

Not those weird stares.

No "hussh!".

Or "control yourself".

If only.. :)