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I've been away for quite a long time eh? (: Well it feels nice to have some time away from the society and spend more time with family. Tak pergi mana pun, banyak balik kampung :) I'm addicted to my nieces and nephews. ahah seriously they're the ones who make me forget about unnecessary problems and concentrate more in satisfying my own self. :D

I went to Kotex Camp 2008 for 3 days. It was really GREAT. It feels so comfortable being surrounded by people I've never met before. I can be my own self without worrying about what they might think of me and my previous way of life. :D And I learnt one thing, that us teenagers, despite having different backgrounds, different thoughts, and different sense of style, we all still have to go through the same hardship in life. Teen years. Yeap, they're really challenging but we're all in this together ;) I know now how it feels to be totally hopeless, to have limited actions and to feel that we are not loved by people around us. And NOW I realize how lucky I am and how incredibly thankful I should be. Some of the girls I met, their lives are very harsh. And even some that don't even feel a family love. Just by listening to their stories made me cry a hell lot. I can't even start to imagine myself in their situations. They're very strong people. Serious salute gila gila (: So yea! People, treasure good things in life while they still exist. No matter how bad your problem is, think that there is someone out there that is going through the same thing or even some, worst. Be strong and know wherever you are, YOU'RE NOT ALONE and that all of this will be over soon. And just thank god that you're still alive and still have the chance to determine your life . :) Heaven knows, you might me far stronger, independant and wiser in the future.

The venue was amazing. :) They had super friendly Guest officers, extra choices of foods (UNLIMITED), ahah and there were many medias. So everyone had the chance to be on tv and papers. LOL. I went for rock climbing in the Amazin Race. And the beach party was awesome :D penat nak cerita panjang. Overall, it was a super great learning experience and self discovery.
Can't wait for the next even ;)


December 21; BDAY NAZNIN! Happy Belated Sweet Sixteen yooou. Hope you have the most wonderful birthday ever. Thank you so much for always being there for me when no one else is. Thank you for never giving up on me. Thank you for never judging me. Thank you for always listening eventhough when I don't make any sense. Thank you for teaching me what's wrong and what's right. Thank you for making things clear when everything was a big blur. Well, thank you for being such a wonderful friend. :) I wouldn't ask for anything more in a friend then what you already are to me. (Tak tau that sentence make sense ke tak but hope you understand) :p haha and I wouldn't trade you for the world.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. :DDDD

Naz came to my house today, we baked a cake. Kinda hancur but sedap! :) haha Then we played with bubbles yang tiup tiup tu. I took a lot of pictures. but malas nak upload. The pictures from Kotex camp pun. Maybe later :)