bitter-sweet.

I know a dream of mine won't happen when it's just too good to be true. And it hurts. To know you can't and won't have that something you want so badly.

I remember having this dream a few days ago, and I remember telling myself IN the dream, " I don't want this to be a dream". And the moment I said that, I woke up. It crushed me so hard. ahha

I wanted to sleep back to continue the dream but the fact that I knew it was only just a dream and that sooner or later I will still have to wake up from it, made me change my mind. It gets harder to sleep now since I keep getting similar dreams and I don't want to be dissapointed over and over again everytime I wake up

haih ;/