Reality Strikes.

I was thinking and suddenly I realised something. I am over him. haha. It feels good. I am over him :) I miss those memories, can't deny that. But wanting him back? Surprisingly, no :) used to, but I realised that the person I loved was whoever he was when I first met him. Whoever he was when I knew it was him I want to be with. Whoever he was when I spent every minute I could with him. He might still has the same name, IC number and everything but I now realise that he is totally a whole different person. The same guy, but the way he talks is different, the way he looks at me is different, his personality is different, what he speaks appear different, and I'm so happy. Makes it way easier to get over the past. mmhmm (: He's not as innocent and nice as he used to. The major reasons why I fell for him in the first place. All that matters to him now is to be "macho" in front of people. To appear oh-so-romeo. And that definitely is not attractive. Nvrtheless, THANK YOU. If it wasn't for you and your friends, I would've never realise just how different things are now. and its for the better. :D

xx

ciya