Never had I imagined living without your smile.

So I went to school today, for God knows why -__- TOTALLY regret it 'cause I was so bored. Thought naznin wanted to come. Well, she didn't. I regretted that all this time I've been spending all of my time with her that I ignored others. And now when she's not there, I am so effin lonely. haha! okay kidding. I love you, Naz :p I just hate you for not coming to school today. haha

But I must say some part of it is really interesting. I met this girl. er Goh Ai Min if I'm not mistaken. Form 3 Zeta.

Met her at the Block B stairs looking nervous and restless. Didn't know her at that time but I was curious. I asked her why. She told me she's hiding from someone. And she never stopped talking for hours after that. hahah Normal highschool drama, catfights. Classic.

I ended up sitting on the stairs for 10 minutes and decided to bring her to counselling room cause its more comfy there. Lucky us, Pn Ilyani let us use the room. Then we talked for another 20 minutes. No, wait, she talked. I just nod.

She asked me to teman her go "secure her bag". Long story. Then she hugged me. Weird, but cooooo chweeet. hahaha.

Went back after recess, found out a hurtful truth. But, oh well. Then I sang my heart out until its time to go back home :) Yes, I was that jobless. Wasn't in the mood to study.

43 days to Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia!

And I'm still not studying. I need help. lol. Apart from that, I sincerely appologize to everyone for the wrong doings I did. Intentionally or Unintentionally. If I could undone all of my mistakes, I would. Hm, for all the complications I brought, words I've said, hearts I broke, bussiness I poke my nose into. I AM SORRY . I wanna be clean from now. To have a clear mind for SPM. I won't want to leave highschool in a bad mood. I won't want to separate with people in a non-talking manner. I want a proper goodbye. :) A good friendship to hold forever and a sincere "Goodluck in your life" :).