Freedome

Yes spm is over for most of the students. Sadly, not me. I took Tasawwur as an extra subject. Therefore, I have two days to go (:

but oh well. at least the worst is over.


To those people I stopped contacting all this while, forgive me. Now that SPM is over, do keep in touch.


Well enough about spm. I think there are more than enough people going around talking about spm.


I miss my late grandfather. and I hate the fact that as I grow older, the memory of him seems to fade even more. I dont wanna forget him. My true idol. The wisest person Ive ever known. Taught me valuable lessons in life.

Okay, i dont fancy miley cyrus. But her song "I miss you" which she composed for her late grandfather really reminds me of you, wan :')

"I miss you, I miss you smile, and I still shed a tear every once in awhile. And eventhough its different now, you're still here somehow. My heart wont let you go, and I need you to know, I MISS YOU"


Sometimes I do wish you're still around to crack jokes whenever Im down.
To teach me how to eat kfc chicken properly :')
Oh how you love those chickens.

Wish you're still here to teach me that when my life hits the down low, there are people that are going through worse.
Its amazing how when you had stroke, and half paralyzed , and even the doctor said that the possibility for you to walk again is very low; but yet, I still find you most of the time, just sitting on your bed, looking at your legs saying stuffs like "kakiii, jalan..kakii,jalan".

and it actually worked! you never gave up and a miracle happened :') you walked again.
and you got hit by stroke for the second time,
and you still manage to recover.
How proud I was to be your granddaughter.

And just when things were going well with you and your health,
God decided to take you away.
One of the most priceless diamonds in my life.
Obvious that He loves you more

I'm sure you're in a better place now.
If I could just see you one last time,
I want you to know I LOVE YOU.
and i bet everyone does too.
and Ill always, always miss you. :')

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Sorry Im over emotional now.
I tend to remember him whenever I achieved something
He once framed the "Didik" cover cause I was on it.
Constantly calling me to check on my results and studies :)

and now when spm is over,.... hmm
just tend to remember him (':