Stage,

Imma good actress I must say . Not to be all conceited but i feel like i am.
I put on a charade every single time necessary which is rather frequent lately I must say. Covering all the pain with a smile, a laugh maybe. And people fall for it. Im glad they do though. I'm tired of answering questions. The more I answer, the more im judged :/ Its so not fair. Especially when I do believe I did everything I could to make sure things are okay.

Cant think straight currently. Cant walk straight, even -.- this nauseous feeling definitely doesnt help either. Feeling absolutely alone + extremely annoying sickness are the perfect receipe for a break down, dont you think?
haih. I need a break.
I hope tomorrow will be better. InsyaAllah :)






and i want roller bladee. SO BADLY . pleaseee?