craving for jughead burgers.

too many things happened in my life. but i guess i was too busy trying to step back on my feet that i forgot to write it here in my blog. and now, im still not in the mood to right anything that had happen. ahha so yea. what happened in the past, stays in the past.theres no need for me to recall right ? so okay, moving onn

im totally craving for mcd's BIG MAC. but my mum wont let me buy any. hmmph. its not healthy, according to her.

i suck at expressing my feelings here at blogspot. but here, let me try.

i dont feel like my mum loves me like she used to anymore. i know its really wrong to feel that way, and people will tell me that my mom was really just trying to make me a better person, and that she loves me and wants whats best, yada yada yada,
but really, im the one that are going through all these , so i know, and this is how i feel.
and no, this is not because of the "no bigmac" thingy but because of the way she is almost ALWAYS yelling at me for no reason. even when she's not having her PMS. and it hurts. her words and stuffs. and the way she talks to my sister and brothers is really different. i can feel it. i guess she's just bored with seeing my face EVERYSINGLE DAY, and she missed my other siblings when they're at their universities. but heck, i love her anyway. but sometimes, she really makes me feel like running away from home. luckily, i didnt,


well, thats practically my major problem now. plus some other not so important ones.
but i really feel like telling every single person in my life how i truly feel towards them , and im sick of pretending.