I haven't truly "happy" yet but I'm trying. I realized that we humans tend to do everything better if we're happy. So why should I be wasting my time crying. It only brings more pain, right? :) well, life didn't get any better. More problems as the day goes by. I haven't been getting enough sleep. heh. but that's life I guess. All we have to do is "hang in there". They say time heals all wounds. If that is true then I guess mine goes deeper than pain. lol. I hate Farhan for being rude. yes, Farhan Alushi. I do think maybe people will be surprised to hear that since I'm quite close to him, but that still doesn't change the fact that he, IS rude. And no humanity. Oh and definitely NOT a man of his words. haha. Sad, but true. But not to everyone, just to me I guess. Somehow he has this "unsettled issues" with me. I know but he refused to tell. sheesh. lol I've told him that I am going to stay away from him for now unless it has something to do with our F1 projects. Strictly teammates. I think that is the best way and I do think he'll be happier this way :) I don't think I can take any more of these confusions. And to those who has a crush on him, GO FOR IT. I think he's looking ;)
Sunday will be the end of my suffering as it will be the last day of F1 in schools competition. THANK GOD. I'm tired of being busy. I WANT to be lazy and have nothing to do again. I miss those days. haha The presentation will be on this Friday. Well, whoever is reading this, wish me goodluck ok ? ;)
I went to school today, with a bag full with books, a HUGE heavy laptop in a HUGE heavy laptop bag, and 3 sets of 20 pages A3 size folio that weigh almost 10 kg. Seriously, I felt like my body was breaking apart. ahah
but luckily, Itia was SOO NICE, he waited for me after EST and walked me home :) He carried just the folios but still, at least it decreased my burden. I offered him a drink later when we reached my house but he refused to accept the offer. Alololo. Seriously, he reminds me of a 5-year-old kid. haha DAMN CUTE I tell you. With his super straight hair. haha, no wonder Hanisah claimed him as hers. LOL.
It's 6.20pm. I'm feeling sleepy but I dont think I want to sleep now. I know if I do, I'll never wake up until next morning even if I set my alarm to go off at 8pm. haha
I wonder who reads my blog. Is there anyway I can find out who's reading? now that'll be fun. Maybe I'll even find a new friend to talk to. :)
AND I'M CRAVING FOR MCD! Gonna call the delivery now. haha toodles!
Much love,
Ciya :)
1 comment:
ciya, i am reading your blog.
:p
and as u wished, Good Luck!
actually, i am pretty (what's the word for it, but i am going to use proud cause addmaths had left me....lost of words again, i think the word is brain-tired) proud of u that u could actually actual thinsg on your blog, feelings and crap.
:p
just wanted to let u know.
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